A nice weekend I have

Today, I wake up in the morning, staring at the computer, searching for the movie to watch.

I probably saw almost four ~five movies today.

I haven't been so lazy like today, but this is good, I won't mind to do it another day.

And it is really sad that tomorrow is workday, and actually I really don't have any heart in the work right now. Just keep thinking that I can just take off the job.

But the money issue will just remind you that you need to work. How sad it that reason!

After so many movie I saw today, the best movie I like of them is "World's greatest DAD."

The mistake death of his son makes him famous and deeply affect on others.

Interesting movie!

Also, I want to change my life.

Changing to a normal life~~!! Wishing after a year, I would able to travel to my favorite country"Swissland", if I have enough money to do that!

And last, I wish my family will not turn out broken.

Should I start the step to let them talking? or should I just step away~~?

I believe all the world have the same problems and issues like this.

When it comes to family, Nothing works!!

But this is something I don't want to face for all of my life.

God, give me a sign and give me strength!!

Thank you!!!

During the night

It is nearly one o'clock in the morning,

I am listening to "Melody, by Kate Earl"

"and I know that i am never alone"

i like this sentence very much, which tells me that i am never alone.

i have a great family loves me, and friends who like to talk to me.

i wish this will stay on forever.

Hoping I will be able to remember everything until i get old.

Talking with someone is good!

Just finished talking with my brother, I think he really change a lot.
He become someone who actually can make the commitment.

After talking a long time with him, I can feel that he really need the family to support him to do everything.
With our support, everything will be different.

And I am also starting to wonder, maybe it is time for me to make the same changes?
But for the current time, I still want to stay the same life I have right now.

But still wishing to make some advanture to experience a new life.

I know I have a lot of advantage than other ones, but I still afraid to take another big step for myself.

Always waiting the opportunity to show in front of my face, to give me the chance that I want!
It will always to be impossible!

After two years of time, I have seen a lot of friends have a lot of experience that I wish I could have, but still I don't have it!

I've promised myself to be an active person, to do everything from the bottom of my heart!

But something is just standing the way of me, really hard to see it very clearly.

Tomorrow should be different, to live a better life than now!
Always think it with the most simple way!

who to company with?

I have lived for over twenty years, still alone!
Sometimes, I am just wondering if I will have the chance to experience a new chapter of relationship.
But I still don't want to have a relationship now, the time is still not the best time for that!

Just want a company, don't want always to be alone.

But I believe that when the time is coming I will eventually have it!

Also, I wish eveybody like their current job!!

義賣戰~~

今天的義賣 終於結束了~~
真的很好玩~~
原來義賣東西 是多麼地有趣阿~~
而且 我都不顧面子的叫各位同學來參考一下唷~~
真的是唷~~

可是真的很累說~~
這一週 我幾乎是從8:00~6:00都沒有停下來過
(除了吃飯)哀~~真的是沒事找事做

不過我真的很開心~~
開心到我的喉嚨都啞囉~~

老實說

我這個禮拜真的過得很快樂
雖然有一個小小的考試
不過
我把時間通通都安排的恰當好處
真的是有夠厲害~~
好佩服我自己

這樣心中的滿足感
真的充滿了我疲憊的身軀

好久沒有這樣子過了
真的是無法言喻的喜悅

再加上 最近真的是好事一波接著一波
我都有點不好意思說^^

希望這樣的喜悅感能一直持續下去
陪伴我整個人生~~


但是過完了這一週
又是要打拼的開始
在課業學業上 千萬不能大意
一定要保持一定的程度

這樣才對得起自己阿~~

我告訴自己 我相信你可以做到任何事情~~^^


Alice, 20/3/2009

IT was confirmed....

today, the strange feeling that I have has already disapeared...

I don't know if this is the right decision..
but for now, it seems quite right to me....

I am so happy that someone is really like to share all the things to me..
and also give me the support...

I realize that I am not alone anymore..
sometimes, I am so strong.. but lonely..
but thanks to this person, who has made the lonlyness gone away..

he said that we have so many things in common..
it is true!!
but are we good for each other?
this will take times...

And I wish I will have wonderful romance...^^(expectinng)

Also I am really happy that I have found someone that I can, can depend on...

It is really a miracle.........!!!!!

Alice, 14/3/2009

strange feeling of mine....

I don't know what happen on me?
Why I am always thinking about that?
But no one could answer me that question!!

I am so surprise that this really happen on me!!
But how it happened?
Is it right to do this?

And what will happen after that day?
I am so nervious~~but thrill...and happy.
this makes my life full of happiness.
but this was never expected before.

This really change my week~~
I don't know what should I do this moment, I don't know what I have planned for the next hour..
It turns my life a little bit mess, really!!

But I enjoy it, this is the first time, and I will take for it.
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this week is really busy, MY time has already been fulled of clases, activies and meetings....

But I learn to manage my time properly..
but...
still in my head, I can't rid off that special feeling of mine..

ANyway, I can only say that eventhough I am so exhausted, I will always have that energy to enjoy the strange feeling that I have.

And also, I was so shock when I saw that line.. is that true?or it just something that I make in my head. It was so unreal...

Give me the power, please...
Free me away from my own guessing...(I think it will be soon to find out that!!)

Alice, 13/3/2009