a blanking mind

After a week, my head still so busy of thinking stuffs.
And now, it's already tuesday, but I am still feel so tired.
What if I can go away for a while, because I don't know what to do with my life.
Today, I was all alone with myself, I saw the movie, I ate the lunch, I read the book.
all these thing only did by myself, no one is there with me.

why there is no other person by my side?
why I am always alone?
what can I do with this situation?
Make a friend on the internet?Or just talking to myself?
I feel so lonely now, wish there could be someone for me,
Maybe it is not the time yet.

But everyone should have their own dream, right?
My dream is to make myself more happy,
is that difficult?

If there is an answer , I will be so thrill!!!

I wish there just someone said to me, "I am always by your side with you."
that's all, that's what I want, why it is so hard for me to have that?

If there is answer, tell me, please!!

Introducing myself to you!!!

Do you want to know who am I?
I don't know how to tell you about myself.
first, what kind of things do you want to understand
if I were you, I would ask you "What's your name?"
of course, this kind of question will not be metioned in here.
Because there is no necessary to be told.

let's just forget about this subject. continue....
next week Friday, I will present my speech in spanish.
but right now, I don't know what kind of title should I speak about.
for example, the world warming, the traffic, the computer or the pets, or even the language.
but I want to speak about something that is very interesting. what can I talk about......
Every day I come to college, take the class, nothing special.
Manybe I can star from my life stlye, the way I eat, I sleep, I talk, I drink.
But this is not interesting for me.
I can talk about my experience about anything.
Like what kind of things that I like to watch about, or what kind of things that I wish to happen on me, or if I had another life, what would I choose to live.
Oh!!! I can speak about the places, the culture, the people, the aspect of myself...
or I can talk about the industry of any equipment....

Oh ! God ... what should I talk about , because I want to get the price.!!!!!!!

time goes by fastly!!

Ages and ages go by with our time.
I wonder what if I could stay in the same time area, then I don't need to be old or something!
Learning can be a big deal, and everyone has the chance to have the education. so if we have the opportunity why don't we seize it?!
I just want to say, everyone can be confused, but it depends what kind of person are you.
Success is not difficult, it only depends on how many works are you pay attention on!!!
I am a person who is very shy, how do I get rid of this kind of situation?
I don't know, now I understand I should keep going and don't stop!
I still have many chances than other, just be myself!!