Talking with someone is good!

Just finished talking with my brother, I think he really change a lot.
He become someone who actually can make the commitment.

After talking a long time with him, I can feel that he really need the family to support him to do everything.
With our support, everything will be different.

And I am also starting to wonder, maybe it is time for me to make the same changes?
But for the current time, I still want to stay the same life I have right now.

But still wishing to make some advanture to experience a new life.

I know I have a lot of advantage than other ones, but I still afraid to take another big step for myself.

Always waiting the opportunity to show in front of my face, to give me the chance that I want!
It will always to be impossible!

After two years of time, I have seen a lot of friends have a lot of experience that I wish I could have, but still I don't have it!

I've promised myself to be an active person, to do everything from the bottom of my heart!

But something is just standing the way of me, really hard to see it very clearly.

Tomorrow should be different, to live a better life than now!
Always think it with the most simple way!

who to company with?

I have lived for over twenty years, still alone!
Sometimes, I am just wondering if I will have the chance to experience a new chapter of relationship.
But I still don't want to have a relationship now, the time is still not the best time for that!

Just want a company, don't want always to be alone.

But I believe that when the time is coming I will eventually have it!

Also, I wish eveybody like their current job!!